Updated: Aug 22
Hey there, I'm Mariam (you just have to roll the R it's not that hard). I had to google how many people were in the world, that's how I got my title. I love me some Google. So, I decided to start blogging, because I love helping people. Starting a blog gives me the opportunity to grow my own little community of snowflakes (humans are like snowflakes, we are all different not one is the same) and I am able to help even more people. I seem to be the person that people gravitate towards, that feel comfortable with (#Empath Problems)
. Sharing secrets, desires, what they are happy or excited about, or just needing to vent. I love to listen. I usually hate people most of the time, but for some reason being able to connect with people and help, makes me love people more than I hate them. Ugh, I know. Everything about my personality is so contradicting. But guess what, I don't give a fuck, because I am me. Okay, so anyways, since I am that person to so many people, I never really have someone that is there to listen to me. So, I started writing. It has helped me cope with everything that is going on in life, on my own little journey to happiness. I can put my feelings and emotions on paper. It is so therapeutic to me. Hopefully you can take something from my blogs, whether its a sense of connection, being able to relate to me, having a safe environment to be you and be supported by others, a little laugh, or even just realizing that I am a hott ass mess, and you're life is so much better. I don't care, I just want to help and I am so grateful you are here.
Okay, so a little bit about me. I am 29 years young bay-bay. I am a woman, and I have to mark white on legal documents. Yeah, lets start there. My birthday is August 3rd 1990 (save that in your phone I love surprises, but I am usually pretty hard to surprise). That means I am a Leo, only the best sign that there is. I get along with everyone, for the most part... Yeah so I am getting close to the big 3-0, and I haven't decided how I feel yet. I think I am in a really good place in my life, I am excited to keep growing, so I believe it's just another step in the right direction. I am also a mother, to the most amazing 9 year old boy named Mazen, you can call him Maz for short. He saved me! If it weren't for him, I would probably be somewhere in a ditch probably dead; or I would be in Vegas doing porn, just saying, I am a Leo and mama loves attention! This kid though, he is truly an amazing little human snowflake. He is such a sweetheart, so polite, and he is a little gentleman. If you ever had the honor of meeting him you would agree with me. I never consider myself a single mom, because I have an amazing support system. My parents, my sisters, my friends, I have so many people there for me. I am so grateful for every single one of them. That's probably why he is so damn cool. What else, remember when I said I mark white on legal documents. I do, but I am Palestinian, mostly. I did one of those DNA heritage test things and apparently I am mixed with a bunch of shit. I always thought I was Palestinian, Spanish, and Colombian, but I am also Greek and Italian and all kinds of other shit. But these are all the most important ones. And as soon as I found out I had a little bit of Italian in me, I ran out and got custom Italian plates for my Fiat. Why? Because I am Italian, and I can do whatever the fuck I want. My life, my rules bitches. Haha, hmmm what else? I grew up Muslim in America, so I grew up with my parents and two sisters in our own little bubble. Did I mention I am a child of divorce, uh yeah there's that too.
I feel like I am starting to rant now. The moral of the story is this blog is selfishly for me to vent, all while I am helping as many people as I can. I am going to talk about anything and everything. Nothing is off limits. It's my journey about; motherhood, daughterhood, familyhood, being a little bit hood, haha I think that's all the hoods, my passions, what I've learned, all the emotions, and growing. I am here creating the life I want, and inspiring you to do so as well.
Thank you for listening,
Peace, Love, and Gratitude